Too afraid to close our eyes.

Afraid that we might drift and lose track of the time.

The brilliant lie. Blanks my blind.



Sends ghosts back to their graves and us back to life.

I'm sorry I'm sorry Over and over Over and over.



Say it like you mean it. The best is when you say the worst is over.

It's like sayin' we had luck with a three leaf clover and you kept saying that over and over.
And I still catch you lookin' over your shoulder and it's okay,

I know the only times you really loved me were the times when you weren't sober.

And that hurts. We all hurt, We all hurt.

And I kept sayin' that Over and over Over and over.



Just say it like you mean it.

For the taste, for the sight, for the sound.

For the fight, for the weak, for the strong, for the light.

Say it like You say it like you mean it.



For the wait, for the crush, for the fear For the lush, for the love, for the hate, for the touch.

Just say it like I will wait out for you.

I will wait out Over and over Over and over. Just say it like you mean it
Colour my world, angel.

Colour my world, angel.

Hey babe,
I wanna tell you something. =)
I hope things are goin well for you, aite. Tug in, keep the smile up always.
Always remember, that i wont change for the worse. I just hope the same thing goes for you. Im sorry for all things that ive put up making it difficult for you. No more of it, as i've put up my biggest TRUST on you. Lastly, you knw i will always be here,for you. For anything and everything. Like i've always promised.
(i know you're probbaly sick of me telling you this but its all true, baby.)
Through thick and thin. To the end.
*wink

Sufi Hizrian Colour my world, angel.

p.s ;

Hey babe, here's one for the smile!

*Make dimple face

No more frowning pls.

=)

Colour my world, angel.

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Angst; is used in English to describe an intense feeling of strife
well, i think its probably this. FUCK it.


Lets start.








I've gone too far to turn back. This is it. no regrets. Lets look forward. Ill face every each of it. No Matter what. Being my stubborn-self, i have had the chance to go off a few times. But i still chose not to. I dont care. Even it takes me to the rock-bottom core, even if it doesnt turn out how i really wanted it to be, atleast i know i've tried my very best and i finally know its the end. Til then, ill be satisfied and i shall bounce harder. What doesnt kill you, makes you stronger. So fuck it all. bring it on!


























I sincerely apologise for all the things that i didnt meant to say, I know im not in a spot to say all that. I wont make it difficult for you. Again, im sorry. it wont happened again.Lets put aside about me, no point. I really hope you're okay over there.wIll be here if there's just anything you need either if its a listening ear or to borrow a shoulder, just simply ANYTHING. Ill be right here, like ill always do.

Colour my world, angel.

Sunday, December 07, 2008

Yes, its another bloody sunday. anyways, A big FAT hello to all!

*Guess who's back? Back again. na na na. Sufi's back. Tell your friends.*

haha! rmbr eminem? hee.

Im feeling all dumb and dumber. I woke up from a little too much rest. And wa-la! im all giddy and blur. Somehow its already 4 in the evening. Ill shower later. =) Anyways, i think its time i let out a little something that i've kept for quite sometime. Let me introduce to everyone about this someone who eventually caught my heart and got me all deeply in love again. A Sweet-drug who i eventually got addicted to. She never fails to out a smile and make me laugh with her cute little antics. Someone who could really be patient with the crazy antics i pulled out. She's got me all fallin' deeper and deeper in love each single day.

ohkay. Well, i'll give a short brief about her. Make your guess;

>First two alphabet of her name is also in my name. ( any ideas?! )

>She's 1.6 in height. (She might be tiny, but she's all i need. *hiyak dish!)

>She like so in love with the colour pink ( ouuhhhkaaaaayy......)

>She uses a Pink Addidas Perfume (She steals my victoria secret most of the time, hee!)

>She uses a Pink Sunsilk Moisterizer (the reason i got addicted to smelling her hair)
>Her Hair colour is Darkish-Brown, slightly redish. ( daymm, im bad at describing colours)

>Puspa - St12 and Church - T-pain ( need me to explain more? )

>She likes Upin and Ipin and snapping pictures.

>She likes Star crust filled with cheese pizza, Yong tau foo and Donut

>She loves CHICKEN. (haha! =]

>She either wears a black puma or PALLAZ JAZZ PUMPS!.

>She could actually sing! (i got dumbstruck the first time i heared her sing)

By now, you should already know who she is

Let me introduce,

*Drum roll

FINI

Meet Fini. i prefer calling her Finini. haha! but then i made short and sweet to Feee. =)
Well. Sweetest little tiny yet cute person i ever met. Ohkay guys? the one that got you guys irritated with noisy text msgs tone. hahaha!

Let me share a few moments i had with her. Seriously, I had fun spending every single time with her. Ill let the pictures do the talking, may i?

First of all, the Singapore Flyers.

neoprints *kachick!

Although, we only started being real close for just a few months. Like what you said, i really do think its all worth it. And although we're not officially together yet, i really hope the future lies a greal deal for us. Lets just pray hard we have a blissful and great future. Amin.

"and im still waiting for my surprise, the one you told me about doing yesterday. Rmbr? =)"

i think, i shall end here. ill be back soon. verry soon.

*wave a salute. <3

Colour my world, angel.

Monday, December 01, 2008

this is how i look when im all shagged. ugly fugly.

So much has happened in the last few days. i can hardly recalled.
might be a boring entry, i warn ya. im all sleepy.



My wound is giving me problems. i see my flesh now. ewwww, i know. -_____-


Was supposed to get to Toa Payoh Sports hall last Sunday for the Mixed Martial Arts event, since i missed the Karate one. Eventually, i didnt notice the my work schedule says; 6pm to closing on last Saturday. Thats one day before the event. and yes, Faz told me to report at 8am the next day for the Event. So work from 6pm to 6am and then to the Mixed Martial Art event at Toa Payoh at 8am. I was all " hu-ha" but i seriously thought i could make it, although i prolly make it there with red eyes and a really shagged look. I bet i could atleast make it through the long day. So finish work, thought of having a rest. Went back home and i fall aslp ACCIDENTALLY! nice. the next thing i knew, it was already 3pm and i got like 10+ miss calls on my phone. im all dead as a rat. i shouldnt have. fuck!

i was so bored at home. So i end up meeting has n fatin. haha! they were looking for stars and colourful sweaters commonly worn by mats in floating caps. kwang kwang kwang! haha. kan kan kan?

oh well... haha.

anyways, Singapore flyers was fun, seriously. I have to say, i really miss it. And of cause, not forgetting the mango sticky rice incident. hahaha! oh! and err. Just to tell you, pls dont nagged on how bad you look, you're already perfeccctly gorgeous my dear, i mean it. My Sg flyers post might be just a short one, but you know how much it meant for me. =] i had fun, sugar.

Colour my world, angel.