whenever im boredom comes.
ill ly down on my bed stare at the ceiling. and ill start to think, the past would always comes to life.

ill get stucked wif an empty feeling inside

ill jus stare and stare at the ceiling.
while my mind will be on its own rewinding itself.

Can Someone pls invent a machine or something where ppl could jus delete their past, and forgetting everyting,
sort like that movie called, "Paycheck"
u knw?


So it'll b much easier.
faster.
and doestnt even hurt.


Now.
i see a dead end.
i see no way to get past through that dead end.
and i "havent" find my path to go back.

if onli it was that easy finding my way back to where i was before.






simple to say. its difficult to achive.
so how long more can i lie to myself..
knwing that it could nvr have happen again i guess.




I hope i meet the light at the end of the tunnel soon.
cos im already tired of running to nowhere. Colour my world, angel.