I'M BACK .

Alright, straight to the few things i need to talk about.

"I REALLY NEED TO GET A HOLD OF MYSELF"
Every single human being needs to be responsible.
and im seriously not.

i've realised i've taken too many things lightly and not seriously, that in the end, i lose hold.
Irresponsible i know i am, but i intend not to know or to even care.
and i've realised, i dont have the confident that i used to have before.
everything, jus name it, i suck at it.

i dont know.
im trying hard to change my mindset.
Im Trying really hard to find the solution, trying to get things really organise for myself, So that things would go smoothly.
COME ON!
i know i can.
just give me the time.

for you, i really need to straighten up with. seriously, im not ready.
For love, for me is too hard to handle for now.
I myself isnt properly organised and yet to have another person in my life is already way too much. I hope you understand.

i know, you'll do great.

im too tired. i shall do things slowly from now.
i know what i want and i will take control


you'll see.. Colour my world, angel.